to me! seriously, this is why i hate liking boys and everything. i hate this. i always get hurt and i dont want to keep this going. I Hate hate hate thiss! i hate the situation i am in and im ready to just let it all go and stop letting myself get hurt! i dont want to be the girl who is stuck on this and then end up being the girl who is left with nothing. Well this boy who i think ive mentioned before has an ex girlfriend.. well duh right!?! but still she is so psycho she doesnt let him move on. shes making him look like a pussy and a stupid little bitch. Like if she got him whooped! so fucking stupid for real. but now she trying to start shit with me and im not buying it i hate that she thinks that im a little bitch when i really am not. Im laying low and just letting it all sink in till the day that i have had enough of it and i say something to her. I laugh at her because even though shes talking to him and saying all this shit that is probably true.. shes just making herself look a fool. but then again i look stupid to the people who see what she writes online. she post all her business online. and its annoying. like seriously.. she wants me to get mad but then again if the boy who i talk to doesnt want me to know that they are talking then fucking tell her to not post anything online. It gets me upset because he lies to me... he tells me one thing and then the next day he will go off and do the other. im not letting that shit side anymore. im going to start to not believe him.. i dont trust him just like i dont trust any other guy... MY problem is that i am too nice and some people take that for granted and get annoyed by it and dont like it. But im not going to change myself for anyone. this is me and thats that! leave me if you dont like it. FUCK YOU!
Ive cried 2wice over this situation ive been going through.. hes not even my boyfriend... wtf!? WHy do i like him so much... hes only the sweetest guy ever, and the nicest one ive meet. and he makes me feel wanted. like someone likes me for me.. but i guess thats just a feeling because its not true. he makes me want to hate him so much.. ughh! ive tried having this conversation with him but he just doesnt want to talk. and thats so sketchy! i swear ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. i want to scream so loud i cant stand this feeling that i am feeling right now. i hate thisss... :'(
Wednesday, January 20, 2010
Sunday, January 10, 2010
Wednesday, January 6, 2010
January 6th, 2010; Whoa! ive been lost!
Hello Lost People! haha
Well its a new year and i forgot all about my blog! haha, its been about 67890months! lol omg, so much has been going on. When i last left off and i was kind of stressting over someone. haha. to tell you the truth... I recently just got over the bastard! haha, well to tell you the truth, i couldnt do it alone.. i met someone new and he has made me so happy and hes amazing! god, he has made me forget all the bullshit, and all the stupid drama the ex brought to me. He distracted me from everything. and ive falling head over heels about this boy who i hardly even know! When i met him for the first time i realized that we had before that.. the texting the calling, had potential! I can now say that i like him. Ive kissed him and kissing him is like the best thing ive ever done. But let me stop, i get so giddy when i speak of him! lol Anyways.. let me update you, ive been going to big events with the pageant i won! the crown is ugly but uh, its opened up so many opportunities for me! and sooo, SALSA season is starting up again! and im so fucking excited because i get to perform on stages again. And this time i have someone to share my passion with! :) Well i will make sure to try and update as much i can!
Peace and Love,
CC!
Well its a new year and i forgot all about my blog! haha, its been about 67890months! lol omg, so much has been going on. When i last left off and i was kind of stressting over someone. haha. to tell you the truth... I recently just got over the bastard! haha, well to tell you the truth, i couldnt do it alone.. i met someone new and he has made me so happy and hes amazing! god, he has made me forget all the bullshit, and all the stupid drama the ex brought to me. He distracted me from everything. and ive falling head over heels about this boy who i hardly even know! When i met him for the first time i realized that we had before that.. the texting the calling, had potential! I can now say that i like him. Ive kissed him and kissing him is like the best thing ive ever done. But let me stop, i get so giddy when i speak of him! lol Anyways.. let me update you, ive been going to big events with the pageant i won! the crown is ugly but uh, its opened up so many opportunities for me! and sooo, SALSA season is starting up again! and im so fucking excited because i get to perform on stages again. And this time i have someone to share my passion with! :) Well i will make sure to try and update as much i can!
Peace and Love,
CC!
Monday, June 29, 2009
June 29th, 2009; what a ruc-kus!
Hello strangers,
Wow, its been forever since uh ive written, lol. ive just been busy with uh my birthday! lol.. today is the 29th of june, and yesturday was my birthday. So let me start off by talkin about saturday.. Saturday was a blast, i went to a festival and after that i went off to jaylens birthday party at the holiday inn! it was so much fun! Sunday, my birthday.. yesturday. lol i went to that festival again where i had to wear a crown, and walk in a parade and be all virgin maryishh! lol. then i went home to have bebo, lilly and thalia and carlos playing rock band, then bebo went off and brought his boy over, nando. then bebz showed up with johnny and his girl.. we ended up doing a bunch of shit, and having a blast! lol.. i ended up kissing someone and then realizing shit. lol. oh yeah and remembering that liquor stores dont open on sundays and it was late at night. lol and then now its today!.. lol im kind of bored but bebz wants to come by, jennys here with me im going to the hospital and uh.. i just got a job! lol a bunch of shit seriously.. lolbut im not complaining i got my bestfriend right with me, and we are talking about stuff while watching tv. lol. im going to go now because im getting distracted. ill write more later on at night.. (:
the boring person,
CeeCee.
Wow, its been forever since uh ive written, lol. ive just been busy with uh my birthday! lol.. today is the 29th of june, and yesturday was my birthday. So let me start off by talkin about saturday.. Saturday was a blast, i went to a festival and after that i went off to jaylens birthday party at the holiday inn! it was so much fun! Sunday, my birthday.. yesturday. lol i went to that festival again where i had to wear a crown, and walk in a parade and be all virgin maryishh! lol. then i went home to have bebo, lilly and thalia and carlos playing rock band, then bebo went off and brought his boy over, nando. then bebz showed up with johnny and his girl.. we ended up doing a bunch of shit, and having a blast! lol.. i ended up kissing someone and then realizing shit. lol. oh yeah and remembering that liquor stores dont open on sundays and it was late at night. lol and then now its today!.. lol im kind of bored but bebz wants to come by, jennys here with me im going to the hospital and uh.. i just got a job! lol a bunch of shit seriously.. lolbut im not complaining i got my bestfriend right with me, and we are talking about stuff while watching tv. lol. im going to go now because im getting distracted. ill write more later on at night.. (:
the boring person,
CeeCee.
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