to me! seriously, this is why i hate liking boys and everything. i hate this. i always get hurt and i dont want to keep this going. I Hate hate hate thiss! i hate the situation i am in and im ready to just let it all go and stop letting myself get hurt! i dont want to be the girl who is stuck on this and then end up being the girl who is left with nothing. Well this boy who i think ive mentioned before has an ex girlfriend.. well duh right!?! but still she is so psycho she doesnt let him move on. shes making him look like a pussy and a stupid little bitch. Like if she got him whooped! so fucking stupid for real. but now she trying to start shit with me and im not buying it i hate that she thinks that im a little bitch when i really am not. Im laying low and just letting it all sink in till the day that i have had enough of it and i say something to her. I laugh at her because even though shes talking to him and saying all this shit that is probably true.. shes just making herself look a fool. but then again i look stupid to the people who see what she writes online. she post all her business online. and its annoying. like seriously.. she wants me to get mad but then again if the boy who i talk to doesnt want me to know that they are talking then fucking tell her to not post anything online. It gets me upset because he lies to me... he tells me one thing and then the next day he will go off and do the other. im not letting that shit side anymore. im going to start to not believe him.. i dont trust him just like i dont trust any other guy... MY problem is that i am too nice and some people take that for granted and get annoyed by it and dont like it. But im not going to change myself for anyone. this is me and thats that! leave me if you dont like it. FUCK YOU!
Ive cried 2wice over this situation ive been going through.. hes not even my boyfriend... wtf!? WHy do i like him so much... hes only the sweetest guy ever, and the nicest one ive meet. and he makes me feel wanted. like someone likes me for me.. but i guess thats just a feeling because its not true. he makes me want to hate him so much.. ughh! ive tried having this conversation with him but he just doesnt want to talk. and thats so sketchy! i swear ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. i want to scream so loud i cant stand this feeling that i am feeling right now. i hate thisss... :'(
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