Take out your Rain Boots, and Rain Coats!,
I woke up today, to the sun beaming in my face because my dumb ass left the shades open last night. ughh! so yeah and then through out the day the weather just got uglier, and uglier.. There is too much rain going on.. Mother Nature, WTF! I want sun, and nice weather. lol Anyways, today was the first day of the San Juan Bautista Festival, you know the pageant i won, it has a festival.. and its stupid because its outside and its like this huge deal, and uhh.. THERES RAIN! grr.. so i was suppose to dress up and walk around with my sash on that says queen on it. But instead since it was raining i wore some peggings with a silver dress over them and a cute little cardigan over it. ughh! lol.. i dont like that rain. so all i did today was twitter it up and try to unbore myself as i was there. I ended up texting joel alicea again. ( i love how i say his whole name lol ) and he pretty much made my life interesting for like an hour. what i mean is that, i wasnt as bored talking to him! holla!. Well at the moment it is 20 minutes till 12am. and my window is open and tonight i wont be able to sleep because my next door neighbors including my daddy are partying it up in there backyard, its some old ladys birthday. So yeahh! whatever. I have an exciting week coming up for me. So my Plans are.. Birthday on sunday, then during the week maybe hang out with people, and joel since he wants to hang out. and then get my hair done.. go to the gym everyday of the week. Start packing for the beach because i will be spending fourth of july over there. So yeah i leave friday morning to hampton beach. even though i know its probably going to be raining. im going to have the time of my life over there! <33 holla!!! im so pumped for the week thats coming up! so wish me luck. hopefully god blesses me with good health and a good trip.
soon 2 be beach bum & 18 years old..
CC.
Friday, June 26, 2009
Thursday, June 25, 2009
June25th, 2009; Were there is love, ill be there.
Hello My Fellow Moon Walkers,
I dont know how to begin, a living legend has died today. Michael "king of pop" Jackson. WTF? im not joking. thats all im going to say about him. Rest in Peace MJ! your music will live on forever.<33 Anyways, So, todayy... I woke up really early because i went to bed really late. Reason: i was texting Joel all night!)) Well yeah, i watched tv for most of my day, and then around 3 i went to the gym with lilly. My arthritis doctor told me that i had weak knees to go and work out, ...and thats what i did. lol I came home to the shower and washed my hair, OMG it felt so good. Ive never taken a shower like that..god.. i could still feel the water running down my back.. jesus!! haa. Let me stop! lol.. so tomorrow i have to wake up to go and straighten my hair. The pageant i won has this festival and it starts tomorrow. how fun right? whatever. i have to do it, and deal with it! so yeah, im going to go..
You've been Hit by, you've been struck by.. a smooth criminal!
Love you all,
CC(i stole chanels name)
I dont know how to begin, a living legend has died today. Michael "king of pop" Jackson. WTF? im not joking. thats all im going to say about him. Rest in Peace MJ! your music will live on forever.<33 Anyways, So, todayy... I woke up really early because i went to bed really late. Reason: i was texting Joel all night!)) Well yeah, i watched tv for most of my day, and then around 3 i went to the gym with lilly. My arthritis doctor told me that i had weak knees to go and work out, ...and thats what i did. lol I came home to the shower and washed my hair, OMG it felt so good. Ive never taken a shower like that..god.. i could still feel the water running down my back.. jesus!! haa. Let me stop! lol.. so tomorrow i have to wake up to go and straighten my hair. The pageant i won has this festival and it starts tomorrow. how fun right? whatever. i have to do it, and deal with it! so yeah, im going to go..
You've been Hit by, you've been struck by.. a smooth criminal!
Love you all,
CC(i stole chanels name)
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
June 24th, 2009; opps, i skipped a day.
Konichiwa Bitches! haha
God, dammit i missed a day already! haha. its ohk i had an excuse, i was waiting for jenny lee to come to my house and i got side tracked when she got here. I wish i could of talked to her about shit more, but we were with other people, and i rather not say anything. Well, so my mind and heart have made a complete turn around, seriously... Ive been happy and joyful for like the past day or two! <33 I feel like im getting the attention i deserved for the last 4 months of my life. no that im moving on, its just that im getting attention, people wanna come see me, wanna hang out, and are willing to come to my house and just hang out with me. haha! (only a few people could get what im saying) lol anywaysss, so yeah today i had a doctors appointment at Shriners Hospital, and they did all this crazy shit to my knees. dont worry im OHK! haha. im good, they just got concerned for like a quick second. but other than that i left the hospital happy because latley ive been so in "depressed mode" that ive been eating so much. and i thought i gained a few pounds but it comes to be that i lost about 10 pounds. crazy right? lol But yeah i spent alot of time at shriners today. Well coming out of Shriners i say Genecarlo! lol He was just at the end of the street chillin, hanging out. lol he called me a stalker but whatevs. lol I was complimented today on my bracelets.. It was cool! lol.. (sorry everything is just bungled together and not making any sense.) lol So I made plans that Saturday, i will be hanging out with my Jenny Lee once more. Lilly and her will most likely be at pizza hut eating awesome pizza while i will be at the golden corral eating food from different places. lol. god i hate them. lol then i have to go this san juan bautista festival after that since i am Miss San Juan Bautista. lol. then, i go home to have jen and lilz waiting so i can take awesome pictures of Jenny. lol Then She stays over and she spends all day with me.. i love my bestfriend, she took the whole day off of work to spend it with me.. how nice right? lol your probably wondering why? well. sunday is my birthdayyyy!!! hollaaa!!! and ill leave this at that..
(something chanel would say..)
Holla,
CC lol
God, dammit i missed a day already! haha. its ohk i had an excuse, i was waiting for jenny lee to come to my house and i got side tracked when she got here. I wish i could of talked to her about shit more, but we were with other people, and i rather not say anything. Well, so my mind and heart have made a complete turn around, seriously... Ive been happy and joyful for like the past day or two! <33 I feel like im getting the attention i deserved for the last 4 months of my life. no that im moving on, its just that im getting attention, people wanna come see me, wanna hang out, and are willing to come to my house and just hang out with me. haha! (only a few people could get what im saying) lol anywaysss, so yeah today i had a doctors appointment at Shriners Hospital, and they did all this crazy shit to my knees. dont worry im OHK! haha. im good, they just got concerned for like a quick second. but other than that i left the hospital happy because latley ive been so in "depressed mode" that ive been eating so much. and i thought i gained a few pounds but it comes to be that i lost about 10 pounds. crazy right? lol But yeah i spent alot of time at shriners today. Well coming out of Shriners i say Genecarlo! lol He was just at the end of the street chillin, hanging out. lol he called me a stalker but whatevs. lol I was complimented today on my bracelets.. It was cool! lol.. (sorry everything is just bungled together and not making any sense.) lol So I made plans that Saturday, i will be hanging out with my Jenny Lee once more. Lilly and her will most likely be at pizza hut eating awesome pizza while i will be at the golden corral eating food from different places. lol. god i hate them. lol then i have to go this san juan bautista festival after that since i am Miss San Juan Bautista. lol. then, i go home to have jen and lilz waiting so i can take awesome pictures of Jenny. lol Then She stays over and she spends all day with me.. i love my bestfriend, she took the whole day off of work to spend it with me.. how nice right? lol your probably wondering why? well. sunday is my birthdayyyy!!! hollaaa!!! and ill leave this at that..
(something chanel would say..)
Holla,
CC lol
Monday, June 22, 2009
June 22nd, 2009; its not all about him.
im sorry.
crying is just water coming down your face, but with emotions running inside. i dont like how i am constantly crying because of him. i cant stop and today has just been a ver emotional day for me.. because of him. I bet he laughs at me, and tells all his friends how pathetic i am. or maybe he doesnt even know how im feeling. but whatever your not here to hear about me being pathetic and stupid. Well today, i woke up to an email from Mike P. my astronomy teacher, hollaa! well yeah it brightened up my day. lol Well after that i went back to bed for an hour or two more. My nephew woke my ass up, so i went down the stairs. whatever, cool. you dont care about all that lol. Today it rained all day, i was driving around and i realized that i hate driving in the rain. its stupid and slippery. god hate it! My mother yelled at me because i cut some guy off today and she said that im not a pro to be doing that haha. Then i came home and yeah, i decided why not see movies online.. so i saw the proposal.. OMG its so good! i got chills and then thats when i became a pathetic mess. i put down my computer and started staring at my ceiling.. Luckly i had Joel who was texting me at the time, distracting me! seriously, i thank him! (: but yeah i started thinking about him, and it kills me.. seriously it really does. My heart is so broken that it hurts so much. I dont know, im sorry for boring you today with my stupidness.
pathetic,
charchar
crying is just water coming down your face, but with emotions running inside. i dont like how i am constantly crying because of him. i cant stop and today has just been a ver emotional day for me.. because of him. I bet he laughs at me, and tells all his friends how pathetic i am. or maybe he doesnt even know how im feeling. but whatever your not here to hear about me being pathetic and stupid. Well today, i woke up to an email from Mike P. my astronomy teacher, hollaa! well yeah it brightened up my day. lol Well after that i went back to bed for an hour or two more. My nephew woke my ass up, so i went down the stairs. whatever, cool. you dont care about all that lol. Today it rained all day, i was driving around and i realized that i hate driving in the rain. its stupid and slippery. god hate it! My mother yelled at me because i cut some guy off today and she said that im not a pro to be doing that haha. Then i came home and yeah, i decided why not see movies online.. so i saw the proposal.. OMG its so good! i got chills and then thats when i became a pathetic mess. i put down my computer and started staring at my ceiling.. Luckly i had Joel who was texting me at the time, distracting me! seriously, i thank him! (: but yeah i started thinking about him, and it kills me.. seriously it really does. My heart is so broken that it hurts so much. I dont know, im sorry for boring you today with my stupidness.
pathetic,
charchar
Sunday, June 21, 2009
June 21st, 2009; I am now Miss San Juan Bautista!
Hi Friends!
What a great/awful day i had. i bet you wanna hear all about it, dont you? lol Let me start off by saying that today i did a pageant, i won! That is the great part of my day, now my awful part... Ive been trying to get someone out of my head, someone who has broken my heart. He probably doesnt realize it but he has, i bet if he reads this.. he will ask, how did i break your heart. Well heres your answer, so you wont have to talk to me. You said "friends" and i dont see a friendship forming between us. What did i do to not deserve a friendship with you. You know my deepest, darkest secret, how can i not be friends with you? Your breaking my heart more and more each and everyday that you dont talk to me. You know how i feel for you, how could you not even say hi! Anyways, back to why half my day was awful.. Well yeah im trying to forget him, and i dont know what hit me today. Ive been strong for these past weeks, daysss, whatever it has been. I dont speak of you, only when they ask, i dont think about you, except for today. People know my story and the relationship i had with this... Heartbreaker. So people might think im crazy and stupid for saying this.. but i miss the boy! Terriblyy! But i have to be strong, and im happy to have the best friends in the whole entire world, who have gone through this with me. I love you guyss! (: But whatever. So today my brother got this new phone, High tech, like my dearest old one ): The one that broke and now i have this shitty phone, its just a temp. lol well yeah he got this phone, and he puts it in his pocket and he starts butt dialing.. and he keeps calling me. haha he didnt know it but he did it so many times and we were at church. lol hes a weirdo! lol i should of done like that commercial of the flip blackberry! haha. "its your butt calling" lol. So.. Tomorrow i have to go to school, lol i have to uhh take a test for astronomy. lol i thought i passed it but i guess i was wrong. One test to take on black holes and im done. lol woo hoo! lol so yeah, im going to go now and maybe talk to someone! lol
Love Always,
CharChar!
What a great/awful day i had. i bet you wanna hear all about it, dont you? lol Let me start off by saying that today i did a pageant, i won! That is the great part of my day, now my awful part... Ive been trying to get someone out of my head, someone who has broken my heart. He probably doesnt realize it but he has, i bet if he reads this.. he will ask, how did i break your heart. Well heres your answer, so you wont have to talk to me. You said "friends" and i dont see a friendship forming between us. What did i do to not deserve a friendship with you. You know my deepest, darkest secret, how can i not be friends with you? Your breaking my heart more and more each and everyday that you dont talk to me. You know how i feel for you, how could you not even say hi! Anyways, back to why half my day was awful.. Well yeah im trying to forget him, and i dont know what hit me today. Ive been strong for these past weeks, daysss, whatever it has been. I dont speak of you, only when they ask, i dont think about you, except for today. People know my story and the relationship i had with this... Heartbreaker. So people might think im crazy and stupid for saying this.. but i miss the boy! Terriblyy! But i have to be strong, and im happy to have the best friends in the whole entire world, who have gone through this with me. I love you guyss! (: But whatever. So today my brother got this new phone, High tech, like my dearest old one ): The one that broke and now i have this shitty phone, its just a temp. lol well yeah he got this phone, and he puts it in his pocket and he starts butt dialing.. and he keeps calling me. haha he didnt know it but he did it so many times and we were at church. lol hes a weirdo! lol i should of done like that commercial of the flip blackberry! haha. "its your butt calling" lol. So.. Tomorrow i have to go to school, lol i have to uhh take a test for astronomy. lol i thought i passed it but i guess i was wrong. One test to take on black holes and im done. lol woo hoo! lol so yeah, im going to go now and maybe talk to someone! lol
Love Always,
CharChar!
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