Hi Friends!
What a great/awful day i had. i bet you wanna hear all about it, dont you? lol Let me start off by saying that today i did a pageant, i won! That is the great part of my day, now my awful part... Ive been trying to get someone out of my head, someone who has broken my heart. He probably doesnt realize it but he has, i bet if he reads this.. he will ask, how did i break your heart. Well heres your answer, so you wont have to talk to me. You said "friends" and i dont see a friendship forming between us. What did i do to not deserve a friendship with you. You know my deepest, darkest secret, how can i not be friends with you? Your breaking my heart more and more each and everyday that you dont talk to me. You know how i feel for you, how could you not even say hi! Anyways, back to why half my day was awful.. Well yeah im trying to forget him, and i dont know what hit me today. Ive been strong for these past weeks, daysss, whatever it has been. I dont speak of you, only when they ask, i dont think about you, except for today. People know my story and the relationship i had with this... Heartbreaker. So people might think im crazy and stupid for saying this.. but i miss the boy! Terriblyy! But i have to be strong, and im happy to have the best friends in the whole entire world, who have gone through this with me. I love you guyss! (: But whatever. So today my brother got this new phone, High tech, like my dearest old one ): The one that broke and now i have this shitty phone, its just a temp. lol well yeah he got this phone, and he puts it in his pocket and he starts butt dialing.. and he keeps calling me. haha he didnt know it but he did it so many times and we were at church. lol hes a weirdo! lol i should of done like that commercial of the flip blackberry! haha. "its your butt calling" lol. So.. Tomorrow i have to go to school, lol i have to uhh take a test for astronomy. lol i thought i passed it but i guess i was wrong. One test to take on black holes and im done. lol woo hoo! lol so yeah, im going to go now and maybe talk to someone! lol
Love Always,
CharChar!
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